I don't know what I'm doing
I think I mistake the desire to prove myself for an urge to create. If I could just make something good enough, then I could be enough...
...but thats not real
self expression.
(the insecurity, not the buttons. the buttons were pretty cool)
I don't know how to express myself because I don't know who I am.
It's just a stupid website right? It's just a blank page.
Do whatever you want. No pressure. Nobody's watching.
I guess I can't stop watching myself.